Love is on the way

Love is on the way- For you My Heart

How my love? How did you know?   How did you know that this was the very song I chose for you?
the same one you chose for me........and on our one month anniversary no less... I swear my love you know me better than I know myself at times... SO this is why this song goes out to you plus the poem below

On ink colored wings i now soar
no longer my cry a pitiful roar
you taught me to love
you taught me how to live
you gave me the strength to fight
again

Now upon this very eve
no longer do we walk alone
but together as one
two hearts
one love
one soul
Now i pledge my love to thee
beneath the goddesses three
I am yours in every way
now to have and to hold
forever until my dying day

Because . .love is on the way

All around me

Yeah Yeah I know I know ANOTHER post.... well i can't help it my mind is so wide awake tonight even though my body is screaming to go lay in bed,,, But i just cant....you my crow are on my mind, and as each moment of the night ticks on by,, I can't help but think about you...and how blessed i am by the goddesses to have you in my life... I swear never in my life after all the mistakes and royal fuck ups i have made in my life did I for one minute think that someone like you would ever walk into my life...and now its like you are in every part of me...(yes even that part  ::evil grin:: ) I can't stop thinking about you, dreaming about you and wondering just what spell you have cast over me........its like you are the very air that i breath, the water that drink and the drug that i am addicted to... Fuck babe.. you got my head spinning from head to toe and mad dizzy and plumb fuckin crazy in love with you..and let me tell ya something,, I fuckin love it,, just as much as I love you.. in such a short time you have taken a scarred and scared kid and turned him into a real man, who is not afraid to show his emotions , and for that my Love I will be forever greatfull to you...You are my dream-boy and the only man i ever want in my life again... I love you now forever and always

Sympathy

Ok ok, so here I am again at 4:10 in the Am up and writing as it sit watching the news from here in the US as well as overseas, and some of the stuff I am seeing is literally making me sick to my stomach... Useless blood shed and acts of terrorism..violence towards women and kids killing kids.. what the bloody fuck is wrong with this world we live in... Some may say its the guns , Some may say it is the Jihad coming,, and some even say its the end of the world.. But I say its just plain bullshit anyway you look at it... There is no reason for all the violence,, what will be left for the future generations if we keep killing off the generation that is living now with mindless and idiotic acts of violence,,, Yeah I know i keep saying that,, but ya know what it is true... We are fighting wars we do not belong in.. giving money to countries that can easily survive without it, While our own country is in such a state of dissarray that it is just not even funny anymore... I swear its time for our leader as well as leaders of the world to sit down, get their thumbs out of their asses and get this country back on its feet and make it the powerhouse it once was........

Cold January Day

Almost four years have come and gone,
since that cold and snowy January day
when you walked out of that courthouse
tears falling mimicking the stormy weather outside
i will never ever forget the look in you eyes
how the pain melded with sorrow
and the agony with heartache
as you took those first steps of
freedom that lead you to me
I remember the way you shook like a trembling
child in my arms as each wave of fear
washed over you, from not knowing what
would become of you and me

I can't say that at that very moment
I knew you would be mine
But as each day passed
and a new one began
we walked that path together
two broken souls , two shattered hearts
both slowly healing as the months passed by
I still remember that very first kiss neath the
starry sky and how it melted my heart that
such love could be felt, that what i had not
known then I knew that very moment,
That you would be mine
now , always until the end of time
You will always be my Angel of the morning
and my nights brightest star
I love you K.k
your my dream-girl .

~~Lovestruck~~

Ok here I am again, Once again letting my feelings flow with song, and well this song says it all..Every lyric hitting home, Every word so true that all I can say is that im so lovestruck when it comes to you two,, My Crow and My Wolf....

You both make me feel loved and cherished
wanted and needed
and not to mention that whole world spinning on its axis
feeling every time i see her face and hear your voice

what can I say
I love you both more and more each day

Dragons Kiss

Through thick and thin

through the fires of the abyss

and the forest full of sin

there is not a moment that goes by,

that you are not on my mind

I think about you all the time

you walked into my life

and took away so much of the pain

that i held so deep inside

and taught me that i never had to hide

that each one bore a story to tell

of courage forged by hell

that i should never be ashamed

of who I am

You are the rays of sun with your firey heat

that ingite the warmth on my darkest of days

the air that i breathe when i cannot seem to

do anything but gasp

But most of all You are

My dream come true

and as each and every hour pass

the Crow that guides my path

Forever you are in my heart

bound unto my soul

and I am yours

Dont ever let me go

~Sometimes she Cries~ for my K.k

Ok , Ok, Ok  I know i have been lazy and have not posted much lately but, so much has gone on this past week that my head is in a constant tail spin, YET and i repeat YET despite it all I have not failed to notice that when you think I am asleep , you quietly slip away into the living room and break down and sob to the point of falling asleep alone instead of being in my arms where you belong.  I don't know what troubles you so bad that you feel you have to hide from me and from the rest that love you...What could be so bad, so awful that it has you literally pulling away instead of coming closer, You know by now that I would never judge you nor would N';iri or Taima...We all hurt sometimes my beautiful wolf and like YOU always always tell me , don't let the past eat you up inside... Please talk to me.. it is killing me inside to see you like this...Pllease my angelic wolf open up to me and let me in... let me hold you til the tears no longer fall.... I love you

Thank you

Well, Here I go again, rattling off at the keys as my mind can't once again process just how much of a change I have gone through since the short time that  I have known you.  Somehow, someway, You managed to see what was hidden beneath the layers of scars that cover most of my very being and taught me to see past what was done and gave me the strength to push forth and carry on,  Without you in my life I don't think I could have ever become the man I am now, and even despite my deepest fears, You continue to stick by me and love me despite it all... and that is the greatest gift anyone could have ever given me.. and all I want to say is Thank you from the bottom of my heart........ I love you so much...