Time for a change

Up until now I never thought I would be able to change, the physical and emotional scars ran just to deep,

But with you my two loves, I now see that there is nothing to be ashamed of that I should be strong and proud of each one for they show signs of courage in the face of adversity and hatred that was bestowed upon me by those who said they loved me m but they lied , But guess what, I will never run again, never show fear but instead I will fight and stay strong,,Because, baby its time to change..........

Forever Yours My Crow

As the crow flies high upon the bluest sky, the earth dragon watches below,, able to soar upon those mighty wings, A soul once shattered a mind once broken now made stronger by your love,, and for that gift my love for you runs deeper than the oceans, higher than the stars in the sky and stronger than the rays of the full summer sun,,,,,,,,

Three Strikes your OUT

After walking that fine line today between the worlds, FINALLY i saw what I needed to see, and right now the only thing I see is RED , I can't believe you did this to me ,  Why? is all i can say,  when we were together for those 2 years didnt I give you everything you wanted, and needed, My body, my heart and at that point my soul as well.. And now you do this? for what to prove you are a better man than me.. HAH mother fucker ,, I think not,, where are you now  Hmmm,,, yeah i know exactly where you are,,tweaked out in some alleyway somewhere, but guess what I will find you ,, and like i told you 5 years ago when we ended things,, that if you ever tried to hurt me again that i would make you pay, well guess what this is strike number 3 and you are OUT.. You think because you are taller and heavier than me, and because your arts are black and mine are green that light will not prevail over dark,, well think again, because unlike 5 years ago i now know more than you will ever know... I know you are following me where i go, so i am sure that once this posts if your not tweaked outta your mind you will see this and probably think HAH the little shit is just running off at the mouth like always... Well if i were you i would take that thought, stick it in a needle and let it rush through your veins to that over grown head of yours  Because I am serious as the sky is black,,, I will NOT let you do this,,,,,,, You have been warned,,,,,,be prepared for the fight of your life.......for you will feel every ounce of suffering that we have felt because of you,,, after all karma is like three-fold law,,, it will get you when you least expect it

YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED 

Realizations

Don't know what to say, Don't know what to do , Sad and lonely cuz i'm missin you, Your like a paradox a dream of which i cant comprehend,  not only do i want you as a friend but as my lover  until the very end. Your eyes they haunt me with just one simple look,your smile, lights up my darkest night, and your eyes tell a story deeper than any book, Someday, somehow, someway you will be mine,from now until the end of time........ For you and I were meant to be blessed by the goddesses three

Broken ..........

Right now at this point in my life, this is truly how I feel,, BROKEN, ,,Please do not ask why because it is just not something my soul can lay out to the world right now.... So there for this song goes out to the ones who i am closest too because without you all I am BROKEN when you are all not around,,,