Random thought

As time and tide are forever changing

with each passing hour

there is but one sure thing in life and

that is night and day

every morning the sun will rise

and every night the sun will set

and my love for you will

grown stronger with each day

that you stand by my side

You may not believe it but you are

my guiding light that shines in the

darkest hour

the air that gives me the life sustaining

breath I need

the water that quenches my thirst

and the fire that keeps me warm 

when the world feels cold and dead

Love is on the way

Love is on the way- For you My Heart

How my love? How did you know?   How did you know that this was the very song I chose for you?
the same one you chose for me........and on our one month anniversary no less... I swear my love you know me better than I know myself at times... SO this is why this song goes out to you plus the poem below

On ink colored wings i now soar
no longer my cry a pitiful roar
you taught me to love
you taught me how to live
you gave me the strength to fight
again

Now upon this very eve
no longer do we walk alone
but together as one
two hearts
one love
one soul
Now i pledge my love to thee
beneath the goddesses three
I am yours in every way
now to have and to hold
forever until my dying day

Because . .love is on the way

All around me

Yeah Yeah I know I know ANOTHER post.... well i can't help it my mind is so wide awake tonight even though my body is screaming to go lay in bed,,, But i just cant....you my crow are on my mind, and as each moment of the night ticks on by,, I can't help but think about you...and how blessed i am by the goddesses to have you in my life... I swear never in my life after all the mistakes and royal fuck ups i have made in my life did I for one minute think that someone like you would ever walk into my life...and now its like you are in every part of me...(yes even that part  ::evil grin:: ) I can't stop thinking about you, dreaming about you and wondering just what spell you have cast over me........its like you are the very air that i breath, the water that drink and the drug that i am addicted to... Fuck babe.. you got my head spinning from head to toe and mad dizzy and plumb fuckin crazy in love with you..and let me tell ya something,, I fuckin love it,, just as much as I love you.. in such a short time you have taken a scarred and scared kid and turned him into a real man, who is not afraid to show his emotions , and for that my Love I will be forever greatfull to you...You are my dream-boy and the only man i ever want in my life again... I love you now forever and always

Sympathy

Ok ok, so here I am again at 4:10 in the Am up and writing as it sit watching the news from here in the US as well as overseas, and some of the stuff I am seeing is literally making me sick to my stomach... Useless blood shed and acts of terrorism..violence towards women and kids killing kids.. what the bloody fuck is wrong with this world we live in... Some may say its the guns , Some may say it is the Jihad coming,, and some even say its the end of the world.. But I say its just plain bullshit anyway you look at it... There is no reason for all the violence,, what will be left for the future generations if we keep killing off the generation that is living now with mindless and idiotic acts of violence,,, Yeah I know i keep saying that,, but ya know what it is true... We are fighting wars we do not belong in.. giving money to countries that can easily survive without it, While our own country is in such a state of dissarray that it is just not even funny anymore... I swear its time for our leader as well as leaders of the world to sit down, get their thumbs out of their asses and get this country back on its feet and make it the powerhouse it once was........

Cold January Day

Almost four years have come and gone,
since that cold and snowy January day
when you walked out of that courthouse
tears falling mimicking the stormy weather outside
i will never ever forget the look in you eyes
how the pain melded with sorrow
and the agony with heartache
as you took those first steps of
freedom that lead you to me
I remember the way you shook like a trembling
child in my arms as each wave of fear
washed over you, from not knowing what
would become of you and me

I can't say that at that very moment
I knew you would be mine
But as each day passed
and a new one began
we walked that path together
two broken souls , two shattered hearts
both slowly healing as the months passed by
I still remember that very first kiss neath the
starry sky and how it melted my heart that
such love could be felt, that what i had not
known then I knew that very moment,
That you would be mine
now , always until the end of time
You will always be my Angel of the morning
and my nights brightest star
I love you K.k
your my dream-girl .

~~Lovestruck~~

Ok here I am again, Once again letting my feelings flow with song, and well this song says it all..Every lyric hitting home, Every word so true that all I can say is that im so lovestruck when it comes to you two,, My Crow and My Wolf....

You both make me feel loved and cherished
wanted and needed
and not to mention that whole world spinning on its axis
feeling every time i see her face and hear your voice

what can I say
I love you both more and more each day

Dragons Kiss

Through thick and thin

through the fires of the abyss

and the forest full of sin

there is not a moment that goes by,

that you are not on my mind

I think about you all the time

you walked into my life

and took away so much of the pain

that i held so deep inside

and taught me that i never had to hide

that each one bore a story to tell

of courage forged by hell

that i should never be ashamed

of who I am

You are the rays of sun with your firey heat

that ingite the warmth on my darkest of days

the air that i breathe when i cannot seem to

do anything but gasp

But most of all You are

My dream come true

and as each and every hour pass

the Crow that guides my path

Forever you are in my heart

bound unto my soul

and I am yours

Dont ever let me go

~Sometimes she Cries~ for my K.k

Ok , Ok, Ok  I know i have been lazy and have not posted much lately but, so much has gone on this past week that my head is in a constant tail spin, YET and i repeat YET despite it all I have not failed to notice that when you think I am asleep , you quietly slip away into the living room and break down and sob to the point of falling asleep alone instead of being in my arms where you belong.  I don't know what troubles you so bad that you feel you have to hide from me and from the rest that love you...What could be so bad, so awful that it has you literally pulling away instead of coming closer, You know by now that I would never judge you nor would N';iri or Taima...We all hurt sometimes my beautiful wolf and like YOU always always tell me , don't let the past eat you up inside... Please talk to me.. it is killing me inside to see you like this...Pllease my angelic wolf open up to me and let me in... let me hold you til the tears no longer fall.... I love you

Thank you

Well, Here I go again, rattling off at the keys as my mind can't once again process just how much of a change I have gone through since the short time that  I have known you.  Somehow, someway, You managed to see what was hidden beneath the layers of scars that cover most of my very being and taught me to see past what was done and gave me the strength to push forth and carry on,  Without you in my life I don't think I could have ever become the man I am now, and even despite my deepest fears, You continue to stick by me and love me despite it all... and that is the greatest gift anyone could have ever given me.. and all I want to say is Thank you from the bottom of my heart........ I love you so much...

Time for a change

Up until now I never thought I would be able to change, the physical and emotional scars ran just to deep,

But with you my two loves, I now see that there is nothing to be ashamed of that I should be strong and proud of each one for they show signs of courage in the face of adversity and hatred that was bestowed upon me by those who said they loved me m but they lied , But guess what, I will never run again, never show fear but instead I will fight and stay strong,,Because, baby its time to change..........

Forever Yours My Crow

As the crow flies high upon the bluest sky, the earth dragon watches below,, able to soar upon those mighty wings, A soul once shattered a mind once broken now made stronger by your love,, and for that gift my love for you runs deeper than the oceans, higher than the stars in the sky and stronger than the rays of the full summer sun,,,,,,,,

Three Strikes your OUT

After walking that fine line today between the worlds, FINALLY i saw what I needed to see, and right now the only thing I see is RED , I can't believe you did this to me ,  Why? is all i can say,  when we were together for those 2 years didnt I give you everything you wanted, and needed, My body, my heart and at that point my soul as well.. And now you do this? for what to prove you are a better man than me.. HAH mother fucker ,, I think not,, where are you now  Hmmm,,, yeah i know exactly where you are,,tweaked out in some alleyway somewhere, but guess what I will find you ,, and like i told you 5 years ago when we ended things,, that if you ever tried to hurt me again that i would make you pay, well guess what this is strike number 3 and you are OUT.. You think because you are taller and heavier than me, and because your arts are black and mine are green that light will not prevail over dark,, well think again, because unlike 5 years ago i now know more than you will ever know... I know you are following me where i go, so i am sure that once this posts if your not tweaked outta your mind you will see this and probably think HAH the little shit is just running off at the mouth like always... Well if i were you i would take that thought, stick it in a needle and let it rush through your veins to that over grown head of yours  Because I am serious as the sky is black,,, I will NOT let you do this,,,,,,, You have been warned,,,,,,be prepared for the fight of your life.......for you will feel every ounce of suffering that we have felt because of you,,, after all karma is like three-fold law,,, it will get you when you least expect it

YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED 

Realizations

Don't know what to say, Don't know what to do , Sad and lonely cuz i'm missin you, Your like a paradox a dream of which i cant comprehend,  not only do i want you as a friend but as my lover  until the very end. Your eyes they haunt me with just one simple look,your smile, lights up my darkest night, and your eyes tell a story deeper than any book, Someday, somehow, someway you will be mine,from now until the end of time........ For you and I were meant to be blessed by the goddesses three

Broken ..........

Right now at this point in my life, this is truly how I feel,, BROKEN, ,,Please do not ask why because it is just not something my soul can lay out to the world right now.... So there for this song goes out to the ones who i am closest too because without you all I am BROKEN when you are all not around,,,