Never gonna be alone- For you my Dragon My Mate

I know its been eons since i have put words to this blog, but right now It is the only way  that i can truly get out what needs to be unleashed from deep within the depths of my soul..

The past year has had its ups and its down, some of the times being the highest, most happiest points of my life, and I owe that all to you My Mate  My Dragon.. You stood beside me and would not let me falter in any way.. and now that things are so deep in despair , Once again you pulled me out from the darkest depths of my tortured soul and made me whole again...You never cease to amaze me my beloved... your my saving grace and Supreme ultimate bad ass ,,,

Now that the tides seem to have turned.. I just want to let you know that for the rest of my life.. as long as live and breathe you will " Never be alone"  for even if i am not physically there I am there in your heart.

I love you always and forever

Random thought

As time and tide are forever changing

with each passing hour

there is but one sure thing in life and

that is night and day

every morning the sun will rise

and every night the sun will set

and my love for you will

grown stronger with each day

that you stand by my side

You may not believe it but you are

my guiding light that shines in the

darkest hour

the air that gives me the life sustaining

breath I need

the water that quenches my thirst

and the fire that keeps me warm 

when the world feels cold and dead

Love is on the way

Love is on the way- For you My Heart

How my love? How did you know?   How did you know that this was the very song I chose for you?
the same one you chose for me........and on our one month anniversary no less... I swear my love you know me better than I know myself at times... SO this is why this song goes out to you plus the poem below

On ink colored wings i now soar
no longer my cry a pitiful roar
you taught me to love
you taught me how to live
you gave me the strength to fight
again

Now upon this very eve
no longer do we walk alone
but together as one
two hearts
one love
one soul
Now i pledge my love to thee
beneath the goddesses three
I am yours in every way
now to have and to hold
forever until my dying day

Because . .love is on the way

All around me

Yeah Yeah I know I know ANOTHER post.... well i can't help it my mind is so wide awake tonight even though my body is screaming to go lay in bed,,, But i just cant....you my crow are on my mind, and as each moment of the night ticks on by,, I can't help but think about you...and how blessed i am by the goddesses to have you in my life... I swear never in my life after all the mistakes and royal fuck ups i have made in my life did I for one minute think that someone like you would ever walk into my life...and now its like you are in every part of me...(yes even that part  ::evil grin:: ) I can't stop thinking about you, dreaming about you and wondering just what spell you have cast over me........its like you are the very air that i breath, the water that drink and the drug that i am addicted to... Fuck babe.. you got my head spinning from head to toe and mad dizzy and plumb fuckin crazy in love with you..and let me tell ya something,, I fuckin love it,, just as much as I love you.. in such a short time you have taken a scarred and scared kid and turned him into a real man, who is not afraid to show his emotions , and for that my Love I will be forever greatfull to you...You are my dream-boy and the only man i ever want in my life again... I love you now forever and always

Sympathy

Ok ok, so here I am again at 4:10 in the Am up and writing as it sit watching the news from here in the US as well as overseas, and some of the stuff I am seeing is literally making me sick to my stomach... Useless blood shed and acts of terrorism..violence towards women and kids killing kids.. what the bloody fuck is wrong with this world we live in... Some may say its the guns , Some may say it is the Jihad coming,, and some even say its the end of the world.. But I say its just plain bullshit anyway you look at it... There is no reason for all the violence,, what will be left for the future generations if we keep killing off the generation that is living now with mindless and idiotic acts of violence,,, Yeah I know i keep saying that,, but ya know what it is true... We are fighting wars we do not belong in.. giving money to countries that can easily survive without it, While our own country is in such a state of dissarray that it is just not even funny anymore... I swear its time for our leader as well as leaders of the world to sit down, get their thumbs out of their asses and get this country back on its feet and make it the powerhouse it once was........

Cold January Day

Almost four years have come and gone,
since that cold and snowy January day
when you walked out of that courthouse
tears falling mimicking the stormy weather outside
i will never ever forget the look in you eyes
how the pain melded with sorrow
and the agony with heartache
as you took those first steps of
freedom that lead you to me
I remember the way you shook like a trembling
child in my arms as each wave of fear
washed over you, from not knowing what
would become of you and me

I can't say that at that very moment
I knew you would be mine
But as each day passed
and a new one began
we walked that path together
two broken souls , two shattered hearts
both slowly healing as the months passed by
I still remember that very first kiss neath the
starry sky and how it melted my heart that
such love could be felt, that what i had not
known then I knew that very moment,
That you would be mine
now , always until the end of time
You will always be my Angel of the morning
and my nights brightest star
I love you K.k
your my dream-girl .